Friday, August 26, 2005

Firstly..
To those who cared n bothered themselves abt me..THANKS!! Thank you all very much for your concerns.

To my xiao nan ren(No.2)..Thanks for the testimonial..But frm the things you mentioned in the testimonial..I can reckon tat u didn't really get wat I was trying to say..But nvm..Your concerns are appreciated. Thanks..you'll always be my good friend aka xiao nan ren No.2.


Today:
Nothing special..went to Aunt Linda's salon for highlighting my hair..Color chosen was copper ****...I dun really remember the back of the description thus the many *..

Results were quite good..at least better than the last time when my highlights were not even seen!! Thanks Aunt Linda for styling my hair for the day..had straightened hair for the rest of today but tml,...it'll be back to square one..And thanks again for the free highlights n treatment..Ya..she did it for me free..Lucky me! (>_<)

Unfortunately, my hair was quite 'disoobedient' as it had gradually went back to the usual style I have by evening..Hiaz...Wat to do?? I've got wavy hair that curls in directions it likes..Hiaz..

See my highlights?? I guess the lighting wasn't enough or sth..But I like my hair color now!! At least nt so dull looking anymore..

Wanna rebond my hair but due to forseen circumstances..I decided nt to..Anyway, laogong promised to sponsor me to rebond my hair in ard November..that is a promise on top of the promise of going for holiday n shopping...

As I was in the area where my god-bro, Sam is working...Wanted to meet him for lunch, but I guess today wasn't a gd day cos it had to be postponed..tml, can't meet him again cos Ah Keong's coming in to SG, and I got to bring him to see Ah Cai..Think I gonna ask him to watch The Maid wif me tml if possible..Heehee..I acquired permission frm Baobei le hor!!

Laogong starting his new job soon...next thursday to be exact - on Teacher's Day...Hmm..wonder if I'll get wishings frm my students on that special day...considering whether to teach on tat day too..feel like "chi she - eating snake"...His official last day wif the current co. wld be 31 August 2005..

Was notified by Baobei tat next Sunday, his 2nd boss ( he's got 2 bosses, they're bros) has organized a farewell party for him - a bbq party @ the boss's house..Wow! Baobei's got real good bosses!

Xiao Nan Ren No.1 came by just now to pick up the laptop he borrowed frm Baobei..Brought a quite nice-looking gal wif him..Haha...Use ur imagination..
Xiang says he's going in to JB wif his grp of friends for supper n to wash his bike...He left ard 1.30am..Wonder if the dinner arranged for him this sat wld fulfill or nt, especially wif most of the ppl nt going..Hiaz..
Gonna go to bed le..tml got tuition @ 10.30...Nitez everyone..! (^_^)

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Sunday, August 21, 2005

I didn't lose myself along while I grow...
I didn't lose any of my family members while I grow..
BUT I lost my friends after I got married..

I lost the happiness I had wif the grp of friends whom I was very close wif before I got married..
I do not regret getting married..
I have no choice over my relapses..
However, during the process, during my constant relapses, I lost some of my close friends..

I do not wish for all these to happen..

I have my family, my laogong..But I lost my friends..

What happened:
I was browsing thru Friendster, to see how were my friends doing since it was the semester break..Unfortunately, I came across one of my closest friend's account n saw that in his photos, he n the gang (the grp we used to hang out with) had taken photos @ a steamboat restaurant..
Later, I decided to take a look @ the other members' of the grp's accounts too..and to my surprise, most of them had the outing's photos..One of the photo even had the caption of "Happy Family"...
Then it came to my mind..Happy Family?? Ya..they are a happy family..w/o me nor the other girl who was also left out from the grp's outing..

I'm not being sensitive nor persistent to the grp's outing..You guys may be thinking that "Oh well, just an outing..no big deal..." But to me..it is! Why?

Becos they were supposedly to be my closest friends..especially two of the guys in the grp!!!!!

This was not the first time that they have excluded me from their outings...
Whenever I organize outings,..I'm sure to remember to ask everyone of them, especially the 2 guys....But it was not the same for them...

They seem so happy in the photos...Maybe all along I was an extra..being older than the rest ( 1 or 2 yrs older)...maybe they felt that I'm someone's wife now, I can't go out wif friends or I'll be too busy accompanying my husband..

For their info,..
I have a life too!!!
My husband DO NOT restrict me frm going out wif my friends..
Other than my husband n my family, I can have friends too..
Being married doesn't mean forsaking friends or giving up friends..

I did not give up on my friends...they gave up on me..

I also wanna go out wif friends..but I cldn't becos of financial n health probs in the past months..But now, I'm financially stable but I've lost my closest friends...

I dunno how to react..
I dunno how to face them..
I dunno what to say to them..

I knw..everything is my fault..n not theirs..
I'm just...simply...a lousy, sick n useless girl..



P.S I'm just blogging abt a grp of friends, in particular 2 guys whom I thought was my best friends..I really truly treated them all as my closest friends..But..nothing matters now..cos all have been lost..becos of me n my stupid health...

But luckily I've still got my baobei, family n a few of my friends (especially CaiYing) who are always there for me..Thank you all..

To those I've mentioned in my blog:

Thank you all too..for the past happy memories you all had given me..
Thank you very much..

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Friday, August 19, 2005

Oh dear...Oh my..Oh NO!!!

Our precious has been 'hurt'!
A stupid n reckless driver had rammed into our precious car while reversing in the car park lot..
Why is he stupid?? Here's why:

We had just collected our car frm the carpark in outram, where laogong worked..He wanted to warm up the engine b4 leaving but saw a Toyota waiting for his lot..thus he decided to leave earlier...

However, while we were leaving the lot, abt 30m away frm the lot, the Toyota "decided" to reverse into the lot when there was actually insufficient space for the big car to move in...
As a result of the foolishness n recklessness (obviously!!!) of the driver, the Toyota, while reversing, had rammed into our car - his front "kissing" the rear of our car...In the end, the Toyota could nt budge frm the position @ all..

Furious laogong immediately left his seat n took a look @ the rear...I was asked to take photos of the accident..After which, laogong got back into the car n moved a bit more so tat the Toyota cld move too..

The most ridiculous thing then happened.. After the Toyota was allowed movement, the driver immediately drove his car to the upper level of the car park..In order to settle this accident, we had to acquire the driver's particulars, thus baobei drove his car to one side, n went up to the higher level in search of the stupid driver..

When laogong came back, he was totally frustrated..Why??
Becos the stupid driver was unapologetic n even refused to provide us with his particulars!!! He merely said that with his car plate number, we wld be able to claim our car's insurance..n wif tat, he walked off!

How insincere, unapologetic n arrogant!!!! He most probably felt that he had no fault...
Anyway, his Toyota was in worst state than our precious...His front bumper, the left side, was all dented..This goes to show how 'thin' the metal of the car is...Luckily we didn't purchase a Toyota..

Pics of the accident n our pitiful precious, wif its "backside" hurt:

On the Left: Our precious
On the Right: Foolish Toyota


*The red cirles indicate the "injuries" of our car*


Poor laogong wld hv to wake up early tml morning to go the the service centre to proceed wif the insurance claim...Curse that foolish, insincere, unapologetic and arrogant Toyota driver!!

I'm nt being nasty unreasonably..He's really stupid! If I cld, I wld even post his car plate number in here to warn other ppl abt his recklessness...Unfortunately..I cant...Hiaz..

Now gonna go slack a while, play some games n then go Zzzzz...

Have an early nitez everyone..Muacks!! (^_^)

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Monday, August 15, 2005

Was a bit bored thus did some quizes..
The results:

Quiz 1: Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Quiz 2: The Real You

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Quiz 3: What's your personality love style?

The analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Quiz 4: What type of personality do you have?

The analysis: Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

After reading the analysis, I felt that most of them were quite accurate..Really amazing how some ppl can come up wif such quizes n analyzes it so accurately..But for sure one thing, I am not gentle! Hahaha..

Gonna go sleep soon..Got tuition in the morning.. (^_^) Nitez!!!

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

Had some weird encounters yesterday..
Had wanted to blog abt it yesterday but the blog had already been very long due to my day's activities..thus decided to blog today instead..

Weird Encounter 1
I woke up n went to bathe..was late for my tuition class..
I turned on the heater n went into the bathroom..The water that came out was warm initially..BUT..as I was shampooing my hair, wif my back facing the tap of the heater, suddenly, the water turn COLD!!! I thought maybe dad didn't knw I was bathing n switched off the heater thus I shouted " Who turned off the heater???"
As I shouted, I slowly turned ard facing the tap then I realized .... THE TAP WAS TURNED TO THE COLDEST SIDE!!!! maybe you guys may think nothing much abt it but see what reasons that contribute to my fear..

1. The tap when turned on, you wld need quite some force to turn the thing...A gentle knock on the tap wld nt cause it to even budge frm its initial position!
2. I had not knocked into the tap @ all!!! If I did, I wld hv felt it..but I didn't!!!
3. Dad said that he heard me asking him/mum to switch off the heater!! when wat I actually said was to ask who switched off the heater!!!

For the last reason, I can understand that dad is getting old..thus his hearing may be getting a bit bad...but the 1st 2 reaons...really can't explain...

Weird Encounter 2
While being @ the Fishing Village, I had decided to take some photos of my friends...Ah Keong was sitting right opposite me..and to payback for his previous teasing n tricking..I forced him to take some pics...However...

The photos which came out, all had a blurred image...At first I thought that I had moved the cam while snapping the pic..By after three, four times of attempts, all the photos came out wif a blurred feature...Baobei also saw!!! The last 2 tries I did it wif Baobei..He saw how I took the pic, made sure tat I didn't shake nor move my hands..even after the photo had been snapped...BUT the photos came out had a blurred feature!!!

1. I'm using a digital camera..Supposedly to be good..Never gave me any troubles before...
2. In order to get a blurred image out frm the photo shoot, it MUST be that I had moved or my hands shook while taking the photos..BUT I DIDN'T!!!

It was really scary..even my Baobei didn't say anything...He doesn't really believe such things n superstitious things but a series of blurred feature in the photos taken wif extra care n a PERFECTLY normal n working digital camera!!!

In fear, I deleted all the photos that had the blurred features...cos one thing, I don't want my friend - Ah Keong to encounter anything bad...2nd thing, I'm afraid that there really had been something there n if I kept the pics, something bad might happen...

Ya..I knw...I'm superstitous..But you can't blame me...Those who are close to me wld knw my story..Had encountered a female spirit before - 4 years ago, in 2001...She kept appearing in my dreams...every night...really scary...Recalling abt it even makes me shudder!!! All the goose pimples appearing.. (-_-")
Shall not re-enact the whole story again...very scary...

Anyway, after my scary encounter, I tried very hard not to think abt such things..But I can still feel 'their' presence sometimes...For the old ppl, they wld call this kind of feeling - being "pan tan"
I'll just keep in mind not to offend them, e.g. kicking or stepping on offerings - incense n joss papers..And keep a clear mind not to think abt them so much...
Baobei knws my prob n tries to help me...He encourages me n teaches me hw to conquer such fears..Really thankful that I've got him..

THANK YOU BAOBEI!!!

Enough of the weird encounters..
A sad news here:
Our pufferfish - 'Submarine' passed away...Our poor pet..
Came back hm frm visiting a few aquariums n COURTS..realized that it has passed away...lost my appetite becos of its death..Hiaz...Poor fish..

Gonna go accompany my Baobei le...see you guys tml..
Got to sleep early tonight..have a tuition class in the morning tml - new student, recommended by my existing student's mum..Elaine (my student's mum) had recommended her friend to hire me to teach her daughter..gonna start tml..Wish me luck!!! (^_^)

Miss you all, my friends...my 2 xiao nan ren!@! Miss ya lots!!!

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Just came back frm a long but fun day..Lots of laughter n teasing...
My day started:
~ tuition @ 11.30am, but becos I slept 'early' last nite...it resulted in me waking up late today..Had to change the tuition class to 12.30pm instead..

- tuition class ended @ 2.30pm...students had been very cooperative today..rewarded them wif tibits I bought..

~ wanted to go for an interview, just opposite my area (Bt Gombak)..ended up I treated a "Pi Men Geng" - the centre was closed..WTF cos the person whom I spoke to yesterday, straight after reading the ad, had told me to go for the interview today between 2pm to 6pm..But all I gotten was a closed door n unanswered phone calls..could even hear the ringing of the phone frm the outside of the centre..obviously there was NO ONE inside! Hiaz..just my luck..

~ Bought a drink - 'Cheng Teng' Ice blended frm the store downstairs..The drink - was very sweet..think the one sold @ JP is still the best..Not too sweet, not too bland..

~ walked to a nearby aquarium to purchase some 'live' food for my pitiful "Submarine" (Submarine is the name of my puffer fish...YES! I've got a puffer fish @ hm, and it's ALIVE!! Hahaha..) Poor 'Submarine' had not eaten anything in 2 days..Conclusion was that it only eats things that r alive n kicking, e.g. Water fleas n shrimps..
Bought $1 worth of shrimps..the owner of the shop said that puffer fish do eat shrimps thus I decided to give it a try..

~ Went to the coffeeshop to buy my brunch; had bought a larger quantity so that I can share it with my baobei..Fried Beehoon wif chicken wing, otah n fish fillet..Ya..I knw..all these are fattening..But who cares?? I'm married... (^_^)

~ Reached hm, had brunch, fed my 'Submarine' (actually it was Baobei who fed it, he scooped up the shrimps wif his bare hand n placed them into the fish tank..)

~ Lazed ard while watching my marine fishes in the tank, walked here n there to prepare to go out..Left hm wif Baobei @ 4.30pm...Hmm..

~ There was a jam @ the custom...abt 40 mins we were stucked there...took some photos while being in the jam...See:



Ya la..I knw..I very act cute...But to me Baobei, I am CUTE (n pretty!) I'm his cute little mousey.. I look like a little kid whose age does nt match the actions..
Anyone reading this part must be feeling like this ---> (-_-")

Haha..

Anyway, continue with my day's activities...
After the custom, the journey to Ah Keong's place was relatively fast, takin' into consideration tat his place is quite "inside" JB - further down from Taman Perling...
~ reached his place to realize tat he hasn't reached hm yet, thus went over to the coffeeshop nearby for a drink...

~ had teh tarik..The teh tarik nt bad! And to think tat the cost of 1 cup of warm Teh Tarik in SG, can allow us to enjoy 2 cups of Teh Tarik (hot n cold) in JB...tat's how cheap M'sia's things are...



Looks as if I'm promoting M'sia..But it is a fact! M'sia's things r lower cost as compared to SG!

Ah Keong came back ard 6.30pm..Was just in time to watch the 6.3o news as well as catch the last episode of "Try again" - the show on hw the ghost husband got his wife back in the form of another guy..

@ Ah Keong's place, we were introduced to 2 new members of the place...2 cute doggies!! They were given to Ah Keong by his boss...They are sooo cute!

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

4 things to share today...Firstly..I've did my revision "7788" le..Left a bit more to go..that one can do it tml during my journey to sch..

2ndly..My bro fell n his nose almost broke! He had a bleeding nose n bleeding lips..He had apparently knocked onto the chair in the room n hurt himself..He was crying n shouting @ daddy in order to defend himself regarding daddy's accusation of my bro running n thus fell..

I'll have to say..My bro..sometimes, I really feel that he's not a real boy, as in he's courageless..Thinking back when my sis was abt his age - 6 yrs old, she had fell down the stairs on her bicycle - 2 floors in total...got a cut as big as a 20-cent coin..But she didn't even cry..instead, she quietly went home, hid in her room n tried to stop the bleeding all on her own..In comparison, my bro is no use as his wound was just a tear in the nose n his lips while my sis, on the other hand, @ tat time, had a deep cut - it required 7 stitches...My bro is really timid, can't even face a fall himself..Hiaz...it's so sad..Hopefully he'll grow out of it n be more courageous when he's older...

3rd matter to share - it's a big matter!

To my darling xiao nan ren no.1:

I am very touched (gan tong) by what you have tagged on my board..Yes! We're friends always, friends forever..! Thank you very much for staying by my side along the way..though our chatting n meet up sessions have lessen..but the place you hv in my heart wld never change..

The agreement between you n me is still on...Yesh! My first baby girl wld be urs for a day per mth.. (^_^)

Regardless of where you are, what you doing...whether if we still talk or meet up...You'll always, forever be the No.1 Xiao Nan Ren in my heart..of cos, not forgetting our other buddy - my Xiao Nan Ren No.2 - Winston..

Last but not least, my last interesting experience for the day..

Baobei n I had sushi for dinner!!! After refraining frm our favourite sushi for weeks..almost months...we finally went to eat..

We had to refrain frm having sushi cos of my stupid stomach prob..and wat's worse is that my fav sushi is raw salmon sushi..so that makes my stomach prob worse..so...

So happy tonight!! Although only for a short few hours of dinner...it was wonderful! We had lots of our fav dishes..

• Gyoza (my fav)
• Fried Mixed Vegetables (baobei's fav)
• Fried Hotate (our fav)
• Potato Croquette (our fav)
• Miso soup (my fav)
• Chuka Hotate Gunkan Sushi ( our fav)
• Fresh Salmon (raw) Gunkan Sushi (my fav)
• Beancurd skin sushi
• Ebi Sushi (baobei's fav - I can't eat it anymore so..hiaz..so sad..)
• Jellyfish Gunkan sushi
• Chawamushi (Steamed egg - my fav!!)

[those in red are our favourites n items that we wld never miss ordering..]

Had a very full dinner...Took quite a number of pics too..!

Some comments:
Sakae Sushi's products n services are going downhill..The food quality is deteriorating but still not tat bad yet...The service..Oh no! It has gone frm bad to worse...In addition the nice n polite auntie who works there wasn't there anymore or so I think..She was the only one who provided ALL customers with good service..I even complimented her on their feedback form once..

In case you're all wondering which outlet of Sakae I went to...It's Funan IT Mall's..The food n service was supposed to be good but frm the looks of it..Nah!!!

Enough of the ranting..shall share some of the photos taken during dinner:








More photos can be found in my online photo album @ http://community.webshots.com/user/fishyfish1403/

Need to go sleep le..Having my last exam paper @ 9am tml n I'll hv to reach the examination hall 15 mins in advance - meaning I'll hv to reach sch latest by 8.45am! Hiaz..shall not rant anymore..

Ending with a pic of me smiling happily..Nitez everyone!! Miss ya all! (^o^)v

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Yea yea..I knw, I shld b studying..but after all that revision, somehow I must get a break rite?

I was reading a blog (friend's friend's) and I saw sth that she wrote tat wasn't really true..
She wrote in chinese, @ the end of her blog tat: "No one ever have happiness (xingfu) consistently (or rather forever)"
I totally disagree wif her conclusion...I knw it's her blog but I suppose voicing my disagreement in a polite manner wldn't do much harm rite? I wrote in her tagboard tat she was wrong cos I'm one example of a person who always have xingfu wif me, no matter what..

My feeling are as such becos I feel tat happiness is always in our hands, in us...it's just a matter of whether the person realize it or nt..whether he/she is contented wif wat he/she has..

I may nt be a easily contented person (some might say) but personally, I knw tat I am very contented right now...As I grow older, I realize tat although money is important, many things in life can't be bought by money...There are many things in life which is to be acquire by ourselves, w/o and can't be bought by money..

Kinship, friendship and LOVE...these are things that can't be bought...Instead, they're acquire by ourselves, via our feelings, thoughts, actions and spoken words...
Money can be earn, is meant to be spent...One didn't bring money with him/her when brought to this world..neither can him/her bring money with them when they're dead...
Be contented with other things ard your life and you wld realize n understand tat actually u're always surrounded by happiness...It's in the grasp of your hands..

Contentment is nt something that can be taught, but hv to be learnt by oneself on his/her own...Likewise, I learnt contentment the hard way..but at least thru' the hard way, I gained a knowledge n teaching tat no schools can teach or impart it to me...

I have a wonderful husband, a great family, friends who are very good n nice to me..Although I dun hv much money to spend on shopping & holidaying but I still feel happy with wat I am able to do other than those mentioned..I feel envious when I knw some of my friends can go holidaying wif friends or go shop for many things they want...but I still feel happy with wat I already hv...

My life may not look as exciting as others in terms of the things they do such as chatting @ cafes, going to the movies and shopping wif friends...I lead a quite routine life - school, work n hm...But I feel tat my life is exciting as I get different experience each time I'm @ sch, @ work or even @ hm wif my family n husband. Nothing is the same everyday...Everything is always changing..bit by bit, if one ever really observes or notice...

When I'm feeling down, due to family, friends or work, I wld always try to think alternative ways like 'why is it like this' or why is it like that' questions..This is after going thru lots n lots of things in the past to teach me n cause me to think like this..

I used to hv Depression..had to conquer the prob all on my own, w/o any help frm anyone..None of my friends knew abt my prob..Depression never goes away..but you can make it stay away for as long as you can if you try to think otherwise..No one can help you except yourself..

Try to think abt happy stuff..try to think abt other reasons for unpleasant situations experienced..Learn frm the past..

In summary, be contented wif what you already hv..and you'll be able to find happiness frm within...

I'm nt trying to be sacarstic, nt trying to 'xing zai le huo' on other ppl's experiences..I just feel tat if the blogger (the owner of whom I read her blog) actually look ard her n give deep thoughts (be contented wif whatever she already has), maybe, most probably she would find the happiness she yearns for...

Happiness is something you have to earn n grasp..It's not totally given by others..

"Treasure what is in front of you now. Never wait until it leaves before realizing the importance"

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FishyLittleMousey winks
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Monday, August 01, 2005

The past week had been very very busy + sleepless..

Everyone in class was experiencing the same prob..everyone had to rush their projs by that wk..For them, there were a total of 4 projs to submit..continuously frm tuesday onwards till fri..
As for me, I had 3 projs, submission from thursday..2 on thurs n 1 on fri morning..

I had sleepless nites since wednesday..had worked on the projs till 7 plus in the morning, went to sch for presentation due @ 10am, had my other proj mates to hand in the 2nd proj for cos I went hm for a short nap..then had tuition @ 6pm..After tuition, I had to continue with the last proj and did it till 4 plus in the morning, had a short nap of 2 hrs, then woke up and went for presentation @ 8am, then went hm had a short nap of 2 hrs, went to tuition @ 530pm, only to find out that one student was asleep, the other sick in bed..thus, no tuition for that nite.,BUT had to go to the supermarket wif mum to buy rice..she's getting older, so need to carry heavy things for her,..ended up that we bought more than a pack of rice..luckily there was laogong with us..

Special thanks to all my team mates in the various projs,...becos of you guys n gals,the proj was made possible! Thanks everyone!!!

And a special thanks to my baobei laogong, he had supported me n accompanied me on my second sleepless nite till he couldn't 'tahan' anymore then he went to bed (to think he had to work the next day in the morning, he accompanied till 3 plus..)
I love you baobei!!!

During the turmoil in projs, my stomach n gastric havn't been very cooperative, thus making my work on the proj quite tough...Then it finally could not take it anymore, I started puking my food again..Puked for a few days, but last nite was the worse! Practically puked my whole dinner out and felt pain n giddy..Useless stomach & gastric of mine..This stupid prob is forcing me consider the alternative of not eating @ all, then at least I won't puke my food out n feel even terrible..

This week, Laogong's on nite shift, so am I..haha..revising my work while accompanying laogong..anyway..I will study...aiming for good grades to push up my GPA point..His workplace is very quiet @ nite, with only me n him @ the place, so t would be a great place to do revision..However, I would still go dow to school to study with my beloved friends - Caiying and my 2 Xiao Nan Ren --> Winston n Shuxiang..

Following wks wld be busy revising my modules n giving tuition..most probably won't be blogging much...Gonna go start my revising..see you all in...abt 2 weeks time? Heeehee..
Everyone take care and stay happy (^_^)v

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